If you haven't noticed, I've been updating my New York blog almost daily, so I haven't completely disappeared off the face of the blogosphere; I've just moved somewhere that's a little more family-friendly. Not that I've ever been seriously inapproriate here, but the purpose of blogging has, for now, changed, and it's more to keep people at home and in other places updated on my life. New purpose, new blog.
I can't believe I haven't updated here since Christmas Day, though. I'll try and be better.
It's spring, and it feels like it, and I think I'm going to have a green birthday. It'll be beautiful and amazing, and I just pray that it doesn't rain. As much as I love rain, I want my birthday to be warm and sunny and blue skies all over the place.
I feel like I live here, and I'm going to miss this city when I have to leave.
And the weirdest thing is that I'm starting to have to plan for that. I'm about 2/3 of the way through my year here, and people are starting to ask how much longer I'll be here, and planning for next year at church, and things like that, and I can't plan for those things. I'm in that weird, always-hated state of limbo yet again. I can't plan for here, but I can't plan too much for next year in Calgary yet...
And what I really want to do is have my own private jet, and divide my life between Calgary and New York. Live both lives, keep up with people in both places.
Ach. Well, there you go, Linds. An entry here. Yes, I'm planning/intending to be better about updating here more often. It just feels like a separate part of my life... like my life has changed, and my blog should change with it.
But no worries. I won't let fulfilled die. :o)
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