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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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Paper faces on parade - Sunday, Sept. 18, 2005
You can give me anything - Sunday, Sept. 18, 2005
I've heard there was a secret chord - Friday, Sept. 16, 2005
Even the best fall down sometimes - Sunday, Sept. 11, 2005
Whatever my lot - Thursday, Sept. 08, 2005

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Ever have one of those days where it seems like absolutely nothing is worth it? Like nothing has happened that makes it a beneficial day? Like you just want to go back to the beginning and sleep through the whole thing? Yah. So have I.

I've been so exhausted lately. I don't know why--I've been getting at least 8, if not 9, hours of sleep a night lately, and I'm still sleeping through my alarm and taking 3-hour afternoon naps.

Why does everything seem like it has to hit all at once? I can't do anything to stop it, and I feel so incredibly helpless. It all of a sudden makes all my issues with relationships and job and school and whatever else seem so insignificant. But whatever little bit I can do to help will be huge. Maybe... just maybe... this is all part of God's plan, and the part that I can play in it is something that he knew long before I did.

Sorry I'm being vague, but I can't be much else right now. It's just been one of those days, that just got even worse.
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