Sun, Sept. 5
... I'm gonna walk all over you
There are only two boxes left in my room! And all my books are unpacked. I think I took about 8 empty boxes to the basement today. My bedroom floor is a disaster, but at least it's clutter, not boxes.
I got off work a little early tonight--thankfully--so that I could spend the evening unpacking. And I did. Becky let me leave a little early, because there were a lot of people on tonight, and I already put in something like 10 extra hours this week.
Hmm. This is fun. She did this thing where she wrote about someone without saying who it is. This isn't to guess; it's just a bit cathartic, I guess. So, here we go.
- I love you to pieces, but sometimes, I just don't understand you. I wish I had a better idea of what goes through your head, and sometimes I wonder how you see me.
- I wish you loved yourself more. It's hard to see you and know that you're so beautiful, but also know that you don't see it at all.
- Are you ever going to let me know what's going on? You are an adult, and you can make these decisions, you know.
- I don't hate you. I'm not trying to make your life miserable. I just can't care as much as I should. I tried.
- Thank you for making the past year a crazy fun experience. I never would have expected it, but there it is.
- Sometimes, I wish we were still the way we were. I miss it, but I think I miss it more than I miss you.
- You and I need to run away and take one of those road trips we always talked about.
That was fun. If you figure out who it's about, good for you, but that's not the point here, so... no answers will be given. :o)
Anyways, I need to get some sleep. Fortunately, I don't work until 11:30 tomorrow, but I want to hit the gym before work. We'll see how that goes, though.
And maybe tomorrow night, I can actually finish cleaning my room and hanging pictures and stuff.
infinite || abyss
posted at 11:35 p.m.
