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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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Uncle Richard, me, and James Earl Jones - Tuesday, Apr. 04, 2006
So beautiful when the boy smiles - Sunday, Apr. 02, 2006
One way or another - Sunday, Dec. 25, 2005
Way up high - Saturday, Dec. 10, 2005
Reason to start over new - Friday, Dec. 09, 2005

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I feel... hopeful. This week has been quite the week, but I'm feeling rather hopeful and optimistic about the outcome of everything. It'll work out, and I'm actually starting to believe it. I don't know how exactly, I don't know when, but it will. Actually, I do know when. Now. It's not finished; it's not the way it will be, and I have no idea what that will be eventually, but it's not "worked out" at some later date in the future. It's always an ongoing process.

But this is where the hope, peace, and optimism comes in. Sometimes, it's not there as much as at other times, but I'm learning not to worry about it. At least not so much. :o) That's why I'm "learning" not to worry. I'm not there yet, but do we ever get there, wherever "there" is?
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