I had a dream the other night that Brian added me to his msn contact list. It was really sort of odd... I haven't dreamed about him in months, and all of a sudden... At least it wasn't some sort of big dream that was all freaky or anything. Just a little bit odd.
Have you ever "what if-ed"? We spent this afternoon doing that, talking about how life can change in an instant, and how it can become so different from what we think it's going to be. Going from the serious "what if we're driving to church tonight and we get in an accident" to the "what if we were to go away on vacation, meet the guys of our dreams and move away to live with them." I think that sometimes, we have a little too much time on our hands. :o) Some of them were really funny, though. But it's one of those conversations that can't be transcribed. Try it sometime, though! It's hilarious!
I can relate so well to Joanna lately. It's funny how I can read her diary, and it'll be about something completely different from what I'm going through, but the emotions are exactly the same, and I know where she's coming from. It's the same, only different.
Anyways, I have emails to answer and people who think I've dropped off the face of the earth because I haven't written them in days, so that's all for now. But go try what iffing. I promise, it's fun.
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