I feel like I've done nothing today, and I haven't done much, but I have cleaned the house and done some phoning for next year. I'm still in my jammies, though, so it makes me feel lazier than I really am.
I'm leading worship tonight at the Young Adults' service. I've been procrastinating getting a band together and finding the music, so I feel far too unprepared. I don't really want to do it... I'd just rather either go but not have to worry about it, or else just hang out at home. Of course, I should get out of the house at some point today, so I shouldn't be complaining.
I need a job. It's nice to have a few days, but I feel like I've been doing nothing for too long. Even last week, when I was at the theatre all evening, I felt like I was doing more (because I was), but not a lot (because I wasn't). Yesterday, I was busy and had things to do, but today? I've gotten stuff done, but not a whole lot.
Anyways. I should go shower and get ready to head to the church soon. I've gotta feel at least semi productive at some point today.
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