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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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I feel robbed of my words... all of them. I don't know why. I'm behind quota and having huge writer's block, and I don't even have anything to write about here.

There's something I have to push past, and I don't know what it is. There's something that I can't let defeat me and let sit there... I have to keep writing until I'm past it, and I don't know how I'm going to do it. I don't have anything to say. The thought of writing another 2000 words today is daunting.

But I get to meet some other Calgary Nanos today, which I'm excited for. I can't wait to meet some other crazy people who have the same ideas of fun--or at least of some sort of fulfillment--as I do. I'm not the only one suffering from a block like this.

But becoming unblocked takes a lot of work and effort, and I'm gearing up for the battle of giving it. I feel like I'm trying to strengthen myself for a fight, because it's going to be a fight to finish this novel.

It'll be exciting, though. The end product will be more than worth it.
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