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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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Paper faces on parade - Sunday, Sept. 18, 2005
You can give me anything - Sunday, Sept. 18, 2005
I've heard there was a secret chord - Friday, Sept. 16, 2005
Even the best fall down sometimes - Sunday, Sept. 11, 2005
Whatever my lot - Thursday, Sept. 08, 2005

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What to say? Laurel's my hero. I don't know what I'd do without her these days. She's saving my skin in many, many ways.

On a slightly (okay, much) sadder note... today was Trevor's goodbye supper at Moxie's. I'm gonna miss that crazy nut. It's too bad he won't be able to go on the missions trip this summer... I really don't know what else to say on this topic. I mean, it was so weird saying goodbye in the restaurant. Like we were just saying, "see you tomorrow at school," instead of, "see you... sometime. I don't know when, but sometime." Or even like everyone leaving for the summer, and all saying, see you in the fall.

I'm not making any sense anymore. I'm so far beyond exhausted it hurts. Emotionally, I'm drained. Physically, I'm wiped. I haven't recuperated from whatever else has been making me tired, and I've gone for 2 days now without an afternoon nap. Not a big deal some--even most--weeks, but this week, it's the biggest freaking deal. I can't handle any more of this. Kat's skipping class tomorrow. I'm tempted. But I don't know if I will or not.

I have nothing left to say. My words have left me long ago along with my energy.
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