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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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Uncle Richard, me, and James Earl Jones - Tuesday, Apr. 04, 2006
So beautiful when the boy smiles - Sunday, Apr. 02, 2006
One way or another - Sunday, Dec. 25, 2005
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It was the weirdest thing... last weekend, I was at the Stampede with Laura, Katelyn, Chad, Ed, and Barry, and for a fleeting moment, I missed Brian. I haven't missed him in a long time... I mean, I remember the fun times we had, and everything, but I don't miss him. But for a minute, I missed him.

Last summer, I was trying to explain he Stampede to him, and not succeeding, because you have to experience it to really understand, and so I told him that we were going to go this year--the parade, the breakfasts, the grounds... the whole deal. I hadn't thought about that in months, but all of a sudden on Saturday, I missed him and wished that we'd had the chance to do all of that. Then the feeling was gone, just as fast as it came, and I didn't think about it again for the entire day.
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