Read Between the Lines

Tues, July 3

... Parts of a Prayer

Well, I got to hang out with Jade this weekend... I'm not exactly sure what I was so worried about. Okay, I do know exactly what I was worried about, and part of that was justified, but not all of it. We had a really great time, just hanging out, insulting each other, blaming each other for everything from the weather to current job situations, reminiscing about living in dorms, harassing each other about anything possible... you know; a normal, everyday conversation. Of course, though, the problem is that it makes my life that much more confusing. In a way. I mean, I know that I'm still at the exact same spot that I was before the weekend, but it's just emphasized in a different way right now. I still know that everything I said before is true; that I can't go anywhere with this, at least not right now, until everything else is figured out. It's not fair. But after hanging out again, I remember more vividly why I was flirting with and hanging out with Jade in the first place. Like I said, it's nothing new, and it's nothing that I didn't already know, but it's just... fresher, that's all.
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posted at 5:38 p.m.

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