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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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So much for a lazy day. Bah. Far too many errands, and I'm much too much of a pushover for my own good. I guess I can't blame anyone else for the busy day than myself. Still. It feels like I haven't relaxed at all. Now, I'm watching When Harry Met Sally, so I guess this is relaxing. But I picked up some stuff I needed, I did laundry, and I'm just about all packed for tomorrow. So I guess that's good.

So now it's sunny. Now that the warmest part of the day is over. Not that it was really warm today anyways.

It's been an interesting week. I'm realizing more and more that I don't need a guy to be me. I can be an independent woman, with a career and a life of my own, without a husband. The more I realize that, though, and the less I want a husband, the more I desire one. It's weird. It's like I'm more ready for marriage the more I realize that I don't need it. But the more I realize that I don't need it, the more I want it.

Oy. I'm tired. I'm going to lie down and finish this movie.
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