And now...
Someone has come blasting into my life in the past week.
It's exciting. Fun. Challenging. Thought-provoking. Unexpected. I'm enjoying it, though.
This is taking me to places that I didn't think I would revisit for a long time, if ever, but it's a good thing. Ripping the scabs off and digging into old wounds isn't always fun, but it can be a very healing thing. Revealing the tenderness underneath, taking away the calloused scar tissue and letting myself be vulnerable.
It's a good thing. And not what I was expecting a week ago. I definitely didn't have any idea of this anywhere in my head two weeks ago. It's just the weirdest thing that's happened in a while.
But it's the best weird thing that's happened this week.
One year ago today: I've had one of those days that just keeps going and going, and now that I'm home, I feel like I can finally sit down and relax, but I can't. I'm trying to unwind, but I've been too wound up all day to do it. I think I'm going to make some tea... maybe that'll help. Teehee... I'm becoming such a granny. [British accent] Tea and crumpets before bed? [/British accent]
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