As I attempt to recover from my heart attack! I so badly want to post this, but I can't yet, because it's still sorta hush-hush. Laura came home from Germany yesterday!!!!! About an hour and a half ago, I was sitting at my computer, when all of a sudden I feel someone's arm around my neck, and I thought it was Christian, coming to throw me on my bed as usual. Instead, I hear, "Guess who this is..." I couldn't move. I knew exactly who it was, of course, but I couldn't believe that it was her. She just left 3 weeks ago, and I wasn't expecting to see her again for another month and a half, at least! So, once I recovered enough to move, I screamed, then hugged her and started crying and laughing, all at the same time.
It's kind of sad how she came to be back, and I'm so frustrated for her, and kind of angry, but I am glad she's back. I've missed her a lot these past few weeks, when things have been so tough relationship-wise. I've really, really wanted someone else single here, and there isn't anyone.
I'm still slightly in shock about all of this. After Sunday, though, when it's common knowledge that she's back, I'll post this on my diary. But for now, it just gets written here, but I'm writing it while I'm still in the shock of the moment!
I've missed my Laura so much. Crazy.
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