I had a meeting with Cindy about our missions trip, too. Just picking her brain for little details that she can tell me about and give me help with now. I mean, to use a very old cliche, there's no use reinventing the wheel, right? I may as well take advantage of what she's already figured out.
Yesterday, though, I felt so incredibly unproductive. Working at the mall, I just don't feel like I get anything done. I don't have a project that I'm working on, or a definite goal that I'm working towards, besides getting to 9:00 and going home. I mean, I can have a goal of what I'm going to sell, but I'd rather be doing something. Doing security, I have a list that I check off as I do it. Doing kids' stuff, I have certain projects that I do, that I can see progessing and eventually being complete. Working on a drama, I can see the rehearsals progress, and even if I don't feel like one rehearsal or whatever is overly productive, I can see the whole picture coming together.
At Tickers, though, I can't. I sit (no I don't! I stand!) there for six hours, and do virtually nothing. I sell $10 watches, and while it's fun to watch people and interact with the customers, I want to have something to do. Some tangible goal that I can work towards.
Ah well... not everything will be what I want. And today, I most definitely made up for yesterday's nonproductivity. If I feel this motivated every day after I work, our house will be spotless, and I'll have every single piece of homework I've ever had to do finished in record time. Hmmm.... maybe that wouldn't be such a bad thing! ;o)
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