We open tomorrow! Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! How exciting is that? I'm so pumped... I'm starting to get on the high--what else would I expect of myself? I'm not sure.
But, of course, I first need to get through this evening, another Joseph painting session tomorrow, and possibly glue-gunning my fingers even more, and then I get to go get things ready to go at the church. How exciting for me!
I got a really great encouraging email from my senior pastor... I'm really hoping he comes to see it. The more people, the better; besides that, the more people who are influential and make decisions, the better. I still feel like I have something to prove. The cool thing, though, is that I just do this. I don't do it to prove anything; I do it because I have to. I don't have any other choice. And if by that, I prove myself, great. If not, I kick it up a notch, but I'm not doing it to gain approval.
Anyways... I'm going to go attempt to make my hands flesh-colored again. And eat something. Ohhh... so hungry!
One year ago today: I hate winter. I especially hate winter days that are -25 degrees when I'm waiting outside for 15 minutes for the bus to come, and it never does. And I'm sure that as soon as I went in, it drove right by. Because that's always the way it goes. But now I have another 15 minutes before I get to wait again for the next bus. And, being winter, it'll be late. So I'll have to stand there. In the cold. Waiting. When all I really want is a car.
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