Read Between the Lines

Tues, May 22

... In the midst of dream and fantasy, halfway there

Why does it always have to come down to this? Why can't things be different... for once. Just for a change. Why does it always have to end like this?

I use the word "end" loosely, because I don't know what the end is. This isn't it; I know that much. But it's the end for now. And it always comes down to this same decision... how long will it last this time? I don't know. Longer than last time? Probably. Longer than it's ever been? Probably not. Will it end up like it has almost every other time? I hope not. I hope this is different enough to be really different. But you never know.

And so, in the meantime, things are the way they always end up. I should be used to this by now, really. I mean, it's not like I've never been in this situation before. I know what to expect, I know how to deal, and I know that it will get easier. Time promises that every single time, and so far, I haven't been let down. But as "easy" as it gets, it never really gets painless. Everything just gets a little more dull than before, and everything is less sharp, even the pain.
infinite || abyss

posted at 5:13 p.m.

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