Tues, May 22
... Final thoughts and the last day on earth
Sigh, let's be blunt. We're a little distracted, what do you want?
The pause tells all. "How are you?" *long pause* "Fine." The pause tells all.
You never really know how much things will change until you let them.
**Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship, and find out you still care for that person.
**Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, those who still love although they've been hurt before.
**The beginning of love is to let those we love be just themselves, and not twist them with our own image; otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
**Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
**You can only go as far as you push. Keep pushing; you never know.
**What do you do when the only person who can stop the crying is the person who made you cry?
**Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.
And with that, I don't know what else to say. I want to cry. I want to laugh hysterically until everything seems as funny as it did before. I want to fall asleep for a very long time. I want to see ahead and know what's going to happen in "the future." I want to go back and do something different, say something different; although I don't know what I would change or what I would do. I want to remember every perfect moment and not change any one of them. I want... I want it all. All. No second-guessing, no moralizing, no rationalizing, no rethinking, no consequences, no imperfections in the big picture, no wondering, no wishing, no fear, no harsh reality, no... this. I want it all, but I can't have it all.
Sigh, let's be blunt. We're a little distracted, what do you want?
infinite || abyss
posted at 11:47 p.m.
