Read Between the Lines

Wed, Sept 26

... Great grief in my life

Hooray for feeling more confused and crappy than I have in a long time. Bleah. Some days, I just wonder why I even bother getting out of bed... this week feels like it's been 3 weeks long already, and it's only Wednesday! Why, why, why do I put myself through what I do? I really don't know. I want to vent intensely, but this is yet another of those things that I really can't vent about to real people in real life, except for a few. I want to talk to Jade; I'm so glad I have Kathy... :o)

We had a sleepover last night. I was so upset, and crying myself to sleep, so she came and tucked me in, and then slept in my big double waterbed with me. It was so great. I loved it a lot. I love Kathy a lot.

I've had some pretty intense theological discussions these days. It's been very thought-provoking, which is good, but change has to come out of those thoughts, or the thought is pointless. But it's been cool. They've started to open my eyes to a lot of what I believe, and why I believe it, in a much more hands on and practical way than I thought before. No, that's not really it, but I don't know exactly how to put it. I just know that it's been good, but things overall are frustrating me and causing me great grief in my life. :op
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posted at 2:19 p.m.

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