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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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My life is so cyclical. A year ago, I was writing about the feelings of withdrawal that come when a huge show ends. In that case, Joe. This week, I'm realizing that I have one more day before the void that comes at the end of a big show. In this case, a combination of showcase and Hobbit. Really, it's all just the same thing over and over again, and my more cynical moments tell me that every show is "the best" with "the best memories," so really, no show is all that much more spectacular than the others.

Of course, those are just my most cynical moments, of which I haven't yet decided if today is one. Most of the time, I realize that every show has its own ups and downs, and there are some that will forever stand out to me as being something incredible.

Hey, Cindy was induced yesterday. That's exciting. :o) Which means that no one gets the money we were betting, because we decided that it was null and void if she was induced. But Janna gets bragging rights, because she was closest.

One year ago today: It's always strange when a show finishes... I think this one's going to be different than any. In some ways, it'll be such a void, because there have been 4 rehearsals a week, down to none. That's a pretty big scheduling change... but it's also been a really big hassle, so it'll be good to not have to worry about that. I don't know. I have mixed feelings, as always. Is that any different than usual? Not really.
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