This is one of the things I love about being a director--getting these ideas, seeing them come together in my head, and then watching them come to life on the stage. If I'm this excited about it, and it's still just a brainstormed idea, imagine how much I'm going to be bouncing off the walls once it actually comes together!
I think the people sitting beside us in the food court at lunch thought that we were a little bit crazy... we were going on about this play, talking about different people, describing their actions and emotions, and getting giddy and excited in the process. Yeah. We're a little bit odd. But it's just so much fun! :o)
I'm excited. I can't wait to see it all play out. I love watching the actors get it; I love watching the pieces fall together. I get giddy and start shaking when they're up there performing, because I'm so proud of them, and because I know better than anyone in the audience how much work went into it... I just can't wait to see them put everything into it and come out so proud of themselves.
One year ago today: The older I get, though, the more I realize that I don't know. The more life I live and the more I learn, the fewer answers and the more questions I have. I still believe in absolutes; I still believe in right and wrong, and the essential fiber of who I am and what I believe is the same now as it was at 14. Still, though, I keep learning that every story has a background. I'm learning that I can't judge based on first appearances, even if something is wrong. I don't know what led someone to do that wrong.
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