So, you watch sappy movies, listen to music that doesn't really remind you of anything, but you pretend it does, just so you can feel justified in being weepy, and sit at home eating chocolate. It's a great night, and you really do love the feeling, even though it's so... melancholic, almost. But it's not quite that sad. It's a happier, more hopeful feeling than that. It's the end of a draining week that's taken everything you've had to give. It's the feelings of joy, hopelessness, happiness, expectation, sorrow, helplessness, confusion, silliness, hurt, reminiscence, hope, and so many more, all rolled up into one emotion. It's the indescribable feeling that no one else quite feels... everyone's felt it at some time or another, but everyone's mix is just a little bit different.
And I'm not even PMS-ing.
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