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Alida: A 23-year-old Canadian exploring the infinite abyss that is New York City.

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I suppose I should add an entry, hey? It has been a few days... I just haven't had much to say.

It's funny how some things never change. The more things change, the more they stay the same, and all that jazz. You know. The force of it surprised me, though. I thought I was prepared, but nothing could have completely prepared me for that experience. I really don't know what else to say about it. I could go into all kinds of detail, but I don't even know that I understand all those details, so how can I explain them?

I think that the easiest and most accurate thing I can say is that some things just never do change. There are connections that are life-long. They never go away, no matter how much you may wish or hope that they do. They're just there. They're always there, whether you choose to acknowledge them or not.

This isn't making a lot of sense to most. It's kind of vague and rambling, and I'm sorry. For right now, though, I just need to write it down. Come to think of it, though, that's why I journal for myself, so I'm not even going to bother trying to write it here anymore... I'm just going to end this now, and I'll write more later.
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